Age of Conflict

I am in turmoil.
Maybe I am just really bad at living with ambiquity.

I really don't know what I want anymore.
I've been told that I am a very black and white person and I like extremes. Maybe I am a control freak and I want to know all my answers. I guess the more I am trying to find the answers and the more frustrated I get, the answers (if any) seems more elusive.

** deep breaths **