Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Rain rain go away!

I had family visit me, but the whole time my family was here, it drizzled and poured and gloomed up. It was kind of depressing, as we weren't able to sight see well.

Ok, onto my topic of the day. Why do I not want to live in the city?
Its a long drive and the traffic kills me. I would not be able to drop by home and I'd probably die of stress attack and road rage. Of course, there is always carpool, but I like doing things on my own, set my own schedule. The roads never seem big enough or just enough roads. No idea why there are parts of the hwy when its just plain slow.
Do I think being able to walk around town and grab food and other stuff is worth living downtown? No way!
Plus, there's is no good metro system here.

I have been talking to people who do a lot of extra-curricular activities, who have a relatively balanced life outside work, people who have real hobbies and while its inspiring, it makes me wonder about what the heck am I doing? btw, did I mention I think I am going through a quarter life crisis?

On the brighter side of things, I went fishing last weekend. It was raining (boo) and as a result, cold. But it was pretty fun, maybe because I was running and splashing around in the water, haha.. Yes, we caught some salmon.

Back to my confused world.
Whats my passion?
Whats my talent?
Whats my mission?
Whats the point?
Am I a lost soul?
Why do I have so many questions and so few answers?
Am I kidding myself?

Btw, I really hate how these stupid online photo storing sites are deleting my pictures/shrinking my pictures. I don't trust them anymore. I better make backups.

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