Stupidity and depression
They go hand in hand, during job hunting in this economic times. I think economy does play a small role, but I can't really blame it on the economy when others around me are getting invited to interviews, while I am getting dinged left, right and center.
And I feel so stupid having failed a test. Not once, but twice. I don't even know how I did. They don't publish results or let you know your points or marks. But most other people seem to have passed it. Which must mean I am slow or stupid.
Also, I feel maybe I am stupid in terms of picking my locations. Maybe I am picking locations where they are not hiring or where I don't have the language qualifications.
Its difficult not to get depressed at this time, especially when you get multiple dings in a day and you find out lots of others getting interviews. Maybe I need to look at the bigger picture of life and count my blessings.
But seriously, with my personal problems and this, I think I am losing the little faith that I regained.
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