Faith

Its hard to have faith when things are going against you. But I guess thats when you need to have faith the most.
Maybe its karma. Its like if you haven't been good, you get no presents.
In that case, its not "unconditional", but its conditional on whether you're good or not.

Anyways, sometimes things just seem so pointless.

Curb my shopping!

Yes, I can't shop anymore. I am spending more than I make. =(
ok, no christmas shopping for me.
No TV.
No more clothes.
No more boots and shoes.
No more window shopping.
Not for the next 3 mths anyways.

I need to re-evaluate my expenses.

Travel is $. I think I spent a lot of mula on flying back and forth these last couple of months. I still need to travel, but maybe not as much, travel on a budget and make the most out of it while I am there.
:)

Toe/Heel

I've had quite a busy ride.
And I went boarding. Yes, I fell quite a bit, so buzz off. But it was pretty fun, until I got all sore the next day. haha..
My problem: I like speed a little too much.

Monday: 18!

Busy busy all this week too.
I had a slightly rough day today. But its ok. I will live it through.
:)

I can't believe...

its snowing heavily here..
reminds me of the movie I watched recently, "Day after tomorrow"

I want to go snowboarding, or at least try it out for the second time, but its a freaking expensive sport. You need to rent the gear ($30) and lift tickets ($45). Thats at least $75 per trip and you freeze your butt in the cold too.
I didn't even add all the warm clothing you'd need yet. Those are 1 time investment, but its still money down. I mean I don't use my ski pants for anything else other than ski-ing.

Last year, when everyone was complaining that there was no snow and it was too warm, I was the one cheering internally and a bit externally. I don't care for snow much. I mean its pretty and all, but its cold!